Here is the biggest challenge to this process.
I gained 1.5 pounds last week.
I know, I know. 1.5 pounds is minimal, and my logical brain tells me that.
However, my sensitive nature tells me ‘holy crap, dude – in one week, you have gained a pound and a half. At this rate, within a year, all the hard work you have put into this will be gone.’
I know, I know. It isn’t going to go like that. This is a stall, at best. I just have to keep on, keepin’ on. But don’t believe for a minute that there aren’t moments where I don’t worry that I am going to be one of those cases where the surgery just didn’t pan out.
Sigh…being insecure sucks.