Insecurity

Here is the biggest challenge to this process.

I gained 1.5 pounds last week.

I know, I know.  1.5 pounds is minimal, and my logical brain tells me that.

However, my sensitive nature tells me ‘holy crap, dude – in one week, you have gained a pound and a half. At this rate, within a year, all the hard work you have put into this will be gone.’

I know, I know.  It isn’t going to go like that.  This is a stall, at best.  I just have to keep on, keepin’ on.  But don’t believe for a minute that there aren’t moments where I don’t worry that I am going to be one of those cases where the surgery just didn’t pan out.

Sigh…being insecure sucks.

Leave a Reply

Your email address will not be published. Required fields are marked *